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                                   I knew it  written all over my face.
                                  wasn’t good   “What makes you so happy today?” he asked.
          Lighting up a Life      for me.  I   I told him all that had transpired: the inexplicable in-
                                  knew  it  spiration, how I finally disposed of the unwanted, yet
                                  wasn’t what  tempting, phone, about the new kosher flip-phone I
                                  I wanted.  had bought, and the real simchah shel mitzvah that it
          Still, it was hard to make the move. The non-kosher  generated.
        smartphone remained in my pocket.    My brother-in-law seemed moved. “Let me tell you a
          I really had no good excuse. The device was not real-  part of this story that you don’t even know…”
        ly necessary for my job, so I couldn’t blame it on “par-  I looked at him curiously. What might he know about
        nassah.”                           my story that I’m not aware of?!
          But the yetzer hara is good at what he does. More   “For a long time, now, I was very disturbed by your
        than once, in a moment of inspiration, I decided I  smartphone. I knew it wasn’t good for you, and be-
        would try to get rid of the smartphone. But each time,  cause of my love for you, I very much wanted to open
        new explanations and excuses came up, stopping me  your eyes. I wanted to help you understand how bad
        from taking action. I even recognized that it was really  the phone was for you and how you were destroying
        just the good old yetzer hara who was behind the ratio-  your life with your own hands. You yourself hardly re-
        nalizations.                       alized how the phone was leading you in a direction
          One day, as if out of nowhere, I felt an extreme surge  you surely did not want to go… But I didn’t want to risk
        of inspiration. I had no idea why the feeling overcame  our close relationship, so I didn’t say anything.
        me, but it did. It wasn’t any special time of year or any-  “Still, I could not keep quiet. I decided I would try a
        thing, just a “regular” day… And something inside me  different avenue. I began to learn the sefer Ohr
        was pushing me to jump in, to cleanse myself of this  Hachaim Hakadosh, hoping that Hashem would shine
        gadget that was suddenly burning a hole in my pocket.  the right “ohr” into your life. I hoped you would be able
          I dumped my non-kosher device and hurried over to  to recognize on your own where you are heading and
        the store to replace it with a simple Meushar phone, be-  where you really want to go.
        fore I could turn back.              “For the last forty days, I learned every day and I
          I felt so clean, so pure, so exhilarated. My entire be-  begged the Ribbono Shel Olam that in the zechus of the
        ing was suffused with happiness.   Ohr Hachaim Hakadosh, you and your children should
          Just then, I met my brother-in-law – a very chashuve  be helped.”
        kollel yungerman and talmid chacham. He detected the   My brother-in-law paused. “Today is the fortieth
        glint in my eye and the overwhelming joy that was  day.”



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